Semua org tau yang negara kite ni mengalami ekonomi krisis kan.. Dan semua org tau yang untuk mencari keje sangat susah sekarang ni.. I'm is the one of them... But thanks God i just got a permanent job..

First of all... Congratulation to all my friends that is manage to get absorb as a permanent staff at Dell.. even though i'm the one who not become as a permanent staff, but i can't be someone who weak, who will be sad everyday... yup... that true which some people have told me, may be i don't have "rezeki" at that places.. with my dearies housemate's support and my friends i try and keep trying to search a new job...

at that moment, i feel very sad, frustrated, even i'm also crying... crying actually is a good thing to release a tension right... Then, after crying i'm feel more better and become more stronger... i keep in my mind i must find another opprtunity...

Even i'm not in Dell anymore but i also want to say thanks because give me a lot of experiences... and i take this as a challenges to make me become stronger...

Thanks DELL... !!!

~good thing to learn...

21-January - Today i'm going to work at 9.00 am.. My training period was extended to 28-Jan... Doing the same things and same job everyday.. i not regreting even doing the same thing every day but i just feel not feeling happy. y?? because i already know that i'll not stay long at this department.. Not my choice but i don't have lucky.. maybe.. forget about that i want to tell u something.. Do u ever heard about TOastmastEr.. Hmm yesterday i'm join this program.. Hmm.. Its quit fun.


Whether we're a professional, student, stay-at-home parent or retiree, Toastmasters is the best way to improve our communication skills. Toastmasters can help us lose the fear of public speaking and learn skills that will help we be more successful in whatever path we've chosen. we'll be a better listener. we'll easily lead teams and conduct meetings. we'll comfortably give and receive constructive evaluation.

This is one of the testimony....

"Toastmasters changed my life. They really did. Put me on the stage. I don't know what I would have done without that positive boost."

~- Chris Matthews

~nothing to say...

Hmm.. Today i don't have any ideas what should i write in this blog.. But what i know is my life is become worst.. hmm.. not really worst I think.. but i gonna be something... Something that make me feel worried, frustrated, angry... and...

If there are still like this i will never get what i have wish before.. That why i never put my confident to the thing that i still blur i got it... But sometimes, it still happen.. because environment may be.. friends.. and other things...

And know i don't know what to do... Even waiting also make me sick... but if i make another move may be its become more sick.. :(



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